Another point on my "I'm Single And Can Therefore Do Whatever I Want" list, was to try internet dating. Social faux pas, or just accepting the fact the inevitable? We use the internet to communicate with and meet new friends; to advertise our talents to prospective employees; and to manage a whole host of purchases, hobbies and interests, so why not use it to find like-minded individuals who would like to buy you food and drink in exchange for (what experience has offered) the ability to chat shit with a stranger for a couple of hours.
I decided to create a profile on a popular free dating site. Don't get me wrong, I'm not going into this with feint heart, but I'm not
paying to have creeps message me.
After an initial hubbub of activity, messages bouncing all over the place and my opinion of the education of the general public nose-diving (the spelling and grammar on the majority of profiles is appalling) a couple of gentlemen stuck out as friendly and on the same wave-length as me.
Gentleman number one was a primary school teacher in a nearby suburb of Cardiff. We spent a week or two sending messages back and forward about teaching, hobbies, etc. The usual small talk. Then he offered to meet for a cup of tea (already established as a shared interest).
As my first blind date, I was truly terrified. To make it worse, I was cripplingly hungover (I know! My own fault for going out the night before) and it the heavens had opened. We ended up in a simple cafe, drinking tea and eating toasties. I could tell he was a very polite and respectful - not at all my usual type. Conversation flowed steadily, if a little stilted and with only a few awkward pauses. We stayed well after the food and drink had gotten cold, and he offered to drive me back to my humble abode.
Now, I am not usually that worried with men that just drop of the radar, be it after a bit of flirting or something more (sexually) substantial. But after this date, and his promise to text after enjoying the afternoon, I didn't hear anything. For a week. This drove me bananas! I knew the likelihood of a second date were slim - we weren't the same breed of person - but the fact that he had made this decision so resolutely frustrated me, and turned me into a manic phone checker. After a week, one too many pints (and a disasterous date - details to come!), I decided to take matters into my own hands. I sent a quick message along the lines of "it was nice to meet you, get in touch". Again, a week passed with no contact.
I can only assume he got eaten alive by a roaming lion that had escaped from Bristol Zoo. #hesjustnotthatintoyou